There has been so much going on emotionally for me. I found out I was leaving during the summer and most of my friends were out of country for most of the summer. It was/is a hard transition emotionally. I'm doing well to transition into school and living in Americs but I'm not doing well with handling my emotions and what's really going on. I miss everyone so much and I haven't allowed myself to feel it, because I would've gone into a stage of depression which I didn't need at that point. Since I've held it in for so long, I'm starting to show physical signs of stress and being overwhelmed. For example I have a cold sore and I've started ticking (a version of Tourette's) again. I had redness on my face which my mom thought was from all that's going on.
I haven't really thought of it like that until now. But it's true.
I thank God for His protection and for comforting me at this point. The only reason that I can go through another day is because of Him.
This past week we went to a youth group called Desperation, and it was wonderful! Everyone was so welcoming, the worship was amazing and I loved everything about it! The topic is Sons and Daughters, which really struck me because I haven't really seen myself as a daughter of God. I know my blog is called Daughter of the King but I still haven't grasped it yet.
The youth group I believe will help me grasp that truth.
Thank you guys for taking time to read this!
God bless!
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