Missing Home

I miss Cambodia so much! It's been a harder week this week as I'm transitioning into the school. I've been able to make friends and stuff, but it's different. It makes me miss Hope a lot, the more I talk to my friends at Hope it makes me miss them. Its been hard, but manageable thanks to God. God has comforted me through this hard process, I've been able to not think about it sometimes. However the more I try to not think about it, when it comes to the weekends I think about it more.

I'm still struggling to see why God moved us back to America. I'm getting a feel though that God is telling me to trust Him more. I don't have my friends to lean on now, so I've been leaning more on God, which is what should've happened way before now. Luckily God is forgiving and loving so it doesn't matter to Him as much. There's been so much change is crazy, from the big things to even the small things. I don't do well with change, so I believe that God is opening my heart to change, and not focusing on my plans, but to focus on His plans.

I don't have too much to say this week. Thank you to all the readers who read this blog.
God Bless

New changes, old memories

There has been so much going on emotionally for me. I found out I was leaving during the summer and most of my friends were out of country for most of the summer. It was/is a hard transition emotionally. I'm doing well to transition into school and living in Americs but I'm not doing well with handling my emotions and what's really going on. I miss everyone so much and I haven't allowed myself to feel it, because I would've gone into a stage of depression which I didn't need at that point. Since I've held it in for so long, I'm starting to show physical signs of stress and being overwhelmed. For example I have a cold sore and I've started ticking (a version of Tourette's) again. I had redness on my face which my mom thought was from all that's going on.

I haven't really thought of it like that until now. But it's true. 

I thank God for His protection and for comforting me at this point. The only reason that I can go through another day is because of Him. 

This past week we went to a youth group called Desperation, and it was wonderful! Everyone was so welcoming, the worship was amazing and I loved everything about it! The topic is Sons and Daughters, which really struck me because I haven't really seen myself as a daughter of God. I know my blog is called Daughter of the King but I still haven't grasped it yet. 

The youth group I believe will help me grasp that truth. 

Thank you guys for taking time to read this! 

God bless!